Dear Mrs. AJ;
Ini baru entry khas untuk kamu,dik. Bukan yang sebelum tu, bukan. Takkan la Along taknak citer panjang lebar pasal wedding kamu yang super meriah -- mana aci cerita satu perenggan tanpa gambar sebagai bukti? Until today, Along sendiri tak caya I managed to be there, again, for your big day.
Tapi itulah, dalam caya tak caya tu, I still couldn't find the exact words to jot everything in here. Taip taip, pastu delete balik. Konon nak up entry sebelum kamu balik dari honeymoon, tapi terbiar dalam draft sesia. Gambar pun Along tak upload dalam FB lagi, sampai begitu sekali Along rasa ape eh...
hm,lagi sekali I lost the words to describe. Kamu jangan fikir bukan-bukan lak, please don't. This is your Along, for once, hilang kata.
It is just too overwhelming, I guess.
Happy sangat for you, that's for sure.
(Ah. Ayat nak emo je.
Pfft.)
Kamu pun tanak Along risau-risau, which I am not. Not at all. Kamu dah ada Pejo, and Along yakin he'll take good care of you, biarpun kamu dua ada masanya emosi mengalahkan emo queen di sini. *nyampah* So why should I worry, kan? Kan?
So yeah.
Along tak risau.
Tak risau pun biarpun malam sebelum hari nikah, kamu masih ke hulu hilir tak cukup tanah menyiapkan itu ini. Knowing you, you won't settle down selagi things are not as what you want it to be. Even when your body says rest, kamu masih ke sana sini dengan inai bersepah-sepah. Ye, Along bersalah menyepahkan inai kamu, but seriously bersepah kot kita dua malam tu! Kamu tak suka inai tu, I wish I could make you shut up bila when you screamed tergeli-geli bila Along cuci inai tu.
Malam tu Along tidur bau inai kamu, jari Along kena calit inai sepah-sepah, dalam hati Along cakap -- orang lain takkan dapat rasa ni :')
Pagi kamu nikah, kamu masih sibuk. Tolong ape patut untuk majlis khatam Al-Quran. Macam tak rehat langsung, walhal kejap lagi dah nak nikah. Kamu memang macam tu kan, J? Cover nervous kamu baeeek punya kan?
Along dan Farah plak yang risaukan kamu lelebih. Maknanya kami berdua mengumpat kamu tiap kali kamu lalu depan kiteorang depan muka serious. Macam nak ikat kamu, meh dok dendiam kejap. Tolong ah, for one second. Diam & rehat kejap. Please?
Sumpah tak sampai 5 minit pun kamu duduk kejap. Pastu dah ke hulu hilir balik. Mujur mak andam datang cepat. Ada sebab untuk kamu duduk diam (dan tidur kejap) sebelum the big moment of your life. Tapi kamu taaaaaaaaaak, nak bercakap jugak. Kalo leh nak berborak dengan orang orang yang jenguk kat bilik kamu kejap kejap tu. Sumpah masa tu Along tengok kamu senarnya dah tak larat sangat, but I dare not say anything. Jadi Along senyap je, tapi pastu adeeeeee plak yang cakap Along emosi hihi.
Jadi Along pun tidur kejap sementara tunggu kamu bersiap. Tapi memang tidurlah sangat Along dalam bilik ada photographer dan kawan-kawan/makcik-makcik keluar masuk. So I left the room and made myself useful around the house.
Masuk-masuk bilik semula, I almost didn't recognize you, J.
Cantik. You were all smiles, no trace of nervous, not at all. Kami kami yang cuak lebih as the rombongan lelaki started to fill in the house. Since kami semua di belakang tabir, we couldn't hear much of the khutbah nikah & all. Well, we tried. Tapi all we hear was ourselves saying to each other; "
Weh. AJ nak kawen dah weh." "
Tu lah. Funna pun tak caya ni, Long." "
Percayalah. Bakal bini orang tu." And we replied "
Tu ah." serentak.
I finally got a spot to sit down after awhile. Itupun sebab Linda made some space for me, but still I couldn't hear much of what the Imam was talking. So knowing me,I did something useful. (Not.)
Then suddenly everyone were hushing around saying that you were crying,J. We were like, "
Damn. Sikit nye dia confident tadi, nangis jugak ko J!" Oh yeah, kiteorang puas hati kot kamu finally menitiskan air mata, sekaligus menewaskan keegoanmu itu hihi.
Sekali lafaz kamu selamat jadi milik Pejo, dik. Along ingat lagi Pejo datang depan kamu ucap "
Assalamualaikum ya isteriku." Sumpah sebak kejap. Kemudian sesi peluk-memeluk dengan mama baba tu ah yang buat kiteorang kat tepi tepi ni menangis sama. (Tadi gelakkan kamu sangat, pastu yang ni ha sedu sedan lebih, -_-") Memang gila drama air mata jap. Cam kena kahwin paksa pun ada kalau tengok muka memasing HAHA.
Ni mungkin satu-satunya gambar kita bertiga, Along baru sedar. Dari kamera Along ah. Kamera abang Ezran & abang Irfan mungkin banyak. (Motif tetibe panggil derang abang? Oh ya, supaya cepat siap album kahwin.)
Selesai majlis nikah, kamu tetap ke hulu hilir. Tapi time tu dah ade body guard sementara. Ye ah, Pejo ada time tu. Malam sebelum resepsi, Along tetap tidur dengan kamu lagi. Kamu bukan tak tau Pejo jeling Along sikit punya tajam sebelum dia balik *oke tipu*
Tak sompek Along nak bercamwhore dengan kamu & Pejo kat pelamin ni, sungguh. Terkilan yo amek. Tapi apo nak dibuek kan. Yang den tetibo cakap nogoie ni makno eh den sodih bobonar ah. Apokan dayo, takdo rozoki.
Sorry Along tak dapat nak ikut tema,J. Biarpun pink hitam cam memang gothic habis dan sesuai dengan jiwa ku, Along tak sompek ah nak cari kain matching. Tapi J, memang cantik ah kamu arituh :') Along baru sedar Along tak banyak amik gambar pun masa resepsi. Tu yang emo jap kut. Bukan sebab kamu biarkan Along ke ape. Bukan.
Gambar-gambar lain Along dah upload kat FB sambil Along wat entry ni. Along harap by the time kamu baca ni, you'll be glad to know that I am still here if you need me. Jangan salah sangka or whatsoever bila Along kuar ayat taching ke ape, you know I'm just being mengada and all.
Tau.
So, be a good wife to Pejo, take care of each other, take care of yourself, pastu jangan ah nak pressure sangat dengar citer orang lain pasal married life ni. You have your own story now, so just enjoy yours. Okay?
I dont know when will be the next time we'll see each other again, yet I know we will just be in touch and know where to find each other. Thanks sangat for being among the earliest to wish me Happy Birthday despite you were on your honeymoon, dik. The thought was the best gift -- knowing you do still remember me nevertheless :')
Okay J.
Now I feel a whole lot lighter lepas dah tulis semua ni. Lantak ah orang lain cakap entry ni panjang berjela ke ape, but this one is written for you, dari hati Along paling bawah.
Selamat pengantin baru sekali lagi, AJ & Pejo.
Korang tau Along sayang korang camne kan?
Tak?
Malas layan.
Tanak babai, we'll see each other soon.
Okay?
<3;
The
only Along Zunaira :')